Post by rhianna4554 on Jul 6, 2012 11:59:40 GMT -5
Title says it all really. I've got three major things that are happening or I know will happen and right now im struggling to deal with it all. This place isnt helping. Not with the lack of replies. Not with sudden shifts in plans.
It's not your fault. I know its not deep down but right now it feels like the whole world is against me. I feel so helpless looking at what I know is coming and knowing that there isnt anything I can do to help. To stop it. With what my past has been like I hate it. It's scary you know because it makes you think. You know death is inevitable and yet at the thought of it all you feel is terror. I cant beliee how much im panicking just writing this.
I dont think ill be leaving completely im just going take a back step. I'll pop in to check my donation tread and reply to it as well as any sudden replies I just happen to get. I wont be talking in the chat box though. At the moment I feel too isolated for that.
It's not your fault. I know its not deep down but right now it feels like the whole world is against me. I feel so helpless looking at what I know is coming and knowing that there isnt anything I can do to help. To stop it. With what my past has been like I hate it. It's scary you know because it makes you think. You know death is inevitable and yet at the thought of it all you feel is terror. I cant beliee how much im panicking just writing this.
I dont think ill be leaving completely im just going take a back step. I'll pop in to check my donation tread and reply to it as well as any sudden replies I just happen to get. I wont be talking in the chat box though. At the moment I feel too isolated for that.