Going away for a while.

[Scarlette]

So I'm taking a vacation within a vacation. xD

I'll be gone from Sunday (June 10th) to the following Saturday (June 16th). I'm going to visit friends I haven't seen in a couple of years, seeing some friends before they move to Japan, etc. Lots of visiting within the days I'll be gone.

I will be staying with my friend, my roommate from college to be more specific. They have internet at her house, so I'll probably pop in a couple of times a day...Just don't except any posting from me. lol

Also, I'm going to try to get some replies done tonight and tomorrow. If it's not important...Sorry, you're not high up on the list. I'm not going to stress myself out over trying to reply to ALL of my threads before I go, because I know it wouldn't happen and I'd only get mad with myself.

If I'm needed for anything, don't hesitate to PM me while I'm gone. I'll get to it, eventually.

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[Hud Levine]

Sounds awesome, love!! Have a great time!

[Scarlette]

I am home now, but I'm just...idk. Lots of things happened while I was on my mini-vacation. I'm feeling very lost/confused, and am mildly freaked out a little still.

Long story short: I had too much tequila last Monday night and certain...uh, things occurred with a friend of Roomie's that I kind of know. Said friend is Roomie's other female best friend, who also happens to be an ex. I'm not entirely proud of what I did. Certain things that happened are part of the reason why I'm having a mini freak out right now, because a lot of metaphorical doors were opened that I wanted to keep shut. I'm in a place where I don't know anyone who I can talk to about this sort of thing...I feel incredibly isolated because of it. My brain can't entirely process the things that happened and none of my friends can relate.

I feel really guilty for what happened because it caused issues with Roomie and Roomie's friend has a girlfriend. While Roomie's friend didn't get into any trouble over what happened, (super open-minded girlfriend), I still feel terrible. And so I've been dealing with a maelstrom of emotions all week, on top of Roomie being an idiot and getting with a guy she's hung out with TWICE after ignoring all the advice I gave her when she asked for it.

So I've got a lot on my mind and a constant clusterfuck of warring emotions right now. Please be patient with me.